i have so many friends but i never really want to see any of them. (besides Nicole). The only reason I do is so I keep my mind occupied. I don't even want to go to the Halloween party anymore. I don't want to hang out with anyone. I think I'm just in the mood to mope. Maybe I'm lonely. I'm not desperate enough to call these boys up though. C'mon God, send me someone new. Someone I like.