If you aren't a new boy, get the fuck away from meee!! please; seriously. take a fucking hint. all of you. back the fuck off! get off my dick and quit sweatin' me.


ANYWAY;
A psychic stopped me at the mall the other day and told me I was jaded. Correct. Also that i've suffered from someone for the past 6 months. Correct. She felt the need to stop me so she can let me know I'm going to be okay. Which I know, but it was nice of her. A complete stranger to be so concerned. Poor girl must not be able to go anywhere without needing to tell someone something. I believe in her. She was a normal girl.. pushing her son in his stroller trying to shop. I've been told by a handful of random psychics on the street about how strong my 'aura' is, and they practically beg me to let them read me.. it's freaky. She told me a little more which made me feel skeptical but she described someone's personality exactly. I won't say what she told me until it's confirmed whether it's true or false. This did make me want to go to a psychic again though.

Working like a maniac.. 24/7
drives me insane but keeps me from losing my mind at the same time. I feel as though I'm turning into everyone else. I've put photoshoots on hold so I can enjoy my life. I can't help being nervous and feeling guilty. I'm not abandoning my dreams, but I have to convince myself that.

it's strange, in high school i always had a crush on someone or someone to persue. Now I don't find interest in anyone! Not past boys not present boys. I'm still kissin on one, it doesn't mean much to me, or anything at all. I can't help feeling like an asshole about it. I'm barely even attracted. I'd never sleep with any of these boys.