I seem to ruin anything that has potential. I'm glad I have a negative outlook on everything. Even though he swears he's not like the rest, I've sat on edge and it saved me an unexpected fall (which would have hurt way more). Time wasn't on my side, and I should have known it no matter how much he told me he wanted to move on.

So here continues the fighting off pricks and hoping someone like him will come around and almost change my point of view.