liars liars liars. it seems like the best way to be a good person is to lie about everything. having a truthful and honest mouth gets you nothing but shit. Take BigD for example; nah i'm not like her, but point made. Anyway, fights and drama have been going on lately. Sometimes I feel like my life is too dramatic for even the big screen. I really, honestly and truely, do not consider myself to be a drama queen, especially as of late. I want to chill out. I want people to leave me alone and stay out of my life. Sometimes I even consider moving and starting fresh cause I'm tired of everyone and everything. This baggage is weighing me down and making me sink. It is causing nothing but my blood pressure to rise and my hands to shake. I'm like a volcano waiting to errupt. Nothing but straight bitch lately. I've become nothing but an asshole and I can't stop it. I'm overflowing with negativity to the point where I can't breathe anything good anymore. I'm inhaling shit and exhaling used up shit. I want it to end. I want to be a nice person again. I want to anger to go away. I want to be innocent and not assume the worst.

21 is taking too long;
and I wish Jeff would die.