Eric told me to just chill, and that is exactly what I need to do. We talked for a really long time, I've always been so comfortable with him. He explained what happened with his past relationship; it was oddly exactly like mine. It's good hearing things from a guy's point of view-- I understand Jeff a little better, in a good and bad way. Everything will fall back into place, and I need to worry about myself. Eric told me to do something with me life, to not let somebody control the way I feel. It was probably the best advice I could get and it gave me a serious kick in the ass. I'm going to pick up my guitar and skateboard and find some shows to go to.