you're stupid!!!

wow.. well, no change at all. The same stupid shit happened. I've never screamed so loud in my whole life. I've also never cried so hard in front of Nicole. Not exactly what I wanted her to see. So now it's proven though, he's not going to change for me. I'm always going to be accused of starting a fight when I don't, and I'm always wrong. I don't ever know what I'm talking about in his eyes. It's a one-way relationship with a dead end and I'm sure I've hit it. It's so simple to make everything okay too. Nicole told me to pull over cause he'll probably ask me to turn around and come back, and I told her she doesn't know Jeff. Of course, I was unfortunately right. I called to "fight" and that's what happened. I got hung up on and talked over numerous times, and even a denial of him yelling at me earlier for no reason (which he had apologized for , so it was obviously an empty unmeaningful apology.) I'm tired of this. I don't deserve this. I'm a good girlfriend.

I think this is the first unhappy entry without crying. Maybe I really am starting to get over this 'relationship'.