Everything is almost better than ever. I've given up on hoping for change, but with that, he's trying to meet me half way. And accepting the blame when things go a bit wrong and letting me know he's thankful for me. And I appreciate him so much. I'm so happy it wasn't the end.
On a lighter note! I'm testing with a published photographer on Wendsday. Jeez I'm so nervous, just thinking about it makes my palms sweat and my stomach queasy. If he likes me, that means editorial shoots and moneymoneymoney. As well as often traveling!! LA here i FINALLY come! I hope. I'm not going to get my hopes too high up. I'm still young and have a lot to learn and a lot of experience to gain.
I'm working with the fabulous Stacy Leigh for 2 upcoming shoots. One is with a not so hot model, but I'm getting paid; plus, with me and Stacy, I think she might just maybe have some potential? (not to be rude) Then, Aymi. Which I'm pretty excited about. I think I just like shooting with Asians. Maybe I'm trying to replace Cecelia! :x She was a great model. I also have another shoot coming up on Sunday, which shouldn't be anything too crazy, but the model is a friend of a friend.. and she's Asian, and super cute. And I could totally end up wanting to chill with her. She seems pretty cool.
Hm, all this and balancing school, job, being a mommy, paying traffic tickets, and dealing with boyfriend stress/time. I think school is honestly the least in my priorities right now. I hate it. I hope I become big and famous soon. Jeff is always my number one. Job is probably 2nd or 3rd. Maybe in between. I'm rambling. Basically... I'm busy. The end.
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