I think I should wake up every morning and read my last entry. I seem to forget it the minute he says "I want to see you, I'm sorry, I love you" and I act like he cares about the way I feel. Seriously, I could write my last entry all over again and it would be tonight's. I'm a fucking retard.
Maybe if I can just completely realize it, I won't get so hurt every time.
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I love you and I wish you would realize it, rather than fight with me every time something so small happens. I didn't answer you tonight, because I feel like sometimes you need time to cool down and relax before we can actually have a conversation and work things out. You'll always mean the world to me and just because sometimes there's a little miss communication, it could never change that.
you can never show that you love me. because you're the only one important in your mind. your feelings and your friends will come over mine. There are no miscommunications. I told you everything I felt loud and clear and you still go about your business.
You couldn't even answer a text message to let me know you got it. You're always having a good time when you ditch me. Nicole asked me earlier to ditch you and I told her I couldn't, and she said "why not? he does it to you all the time"
Did you get nothing out of my blog? I wrote that entry FOUR nights ago... and after that you came to me the next day and promised change and to treat me better. I seriously cannot believe you. Everyday I'm going to look back at that and remember how you make me feel, because I always end up forgetting and believing your lies.
This comment right here, has nothing to do with anything and it's really strange to me that you would leave it. :\
BTW; you know when you don't answer me it gets me upset and mad. especially when i get an accidental call from you having the time of your life.
love you.
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